Good job anon,after three arrests and 36 years of heavy drinking and drug use God put it in my mind out of the blue that I didn't have to do it anymore.
I'm now an ordained minister went to collage in my mid forties to learn classical violin and have pretty much done all the things that interested me in life satan wants you to fail hold the line.
The first three years were the hardest I've been clean and sober now for 19 years and do not look back it took so much from my life.