you realize that feeding on and enjoying other peoples in panic is rather tasteless, low brow, and not a good way to get yourself a better future.
Instead you end up feasting on the pain of others. I think it can become a fetish to be that way.
sadly when people are like that they often don't get it that they have become the one who feeds the pain, sets it up, hurts people becuase it's . . . some kind of strange and sick headed fetish.
sad for you .
and what is worse you post as if you think it's good to be like that, when it isn't. And it's you who needs reformation as much as any of those who are 'panicked' here.
grow up. love is the quicker path.