guys, i kinda need your input on something: i‘ve been in that situation to try to slip in some red pills from time to time for the past15 years of my life. it‘s been very hard since corona. my partner is in the same stage of … awakening however you want to call it. BUT as soon as his friends call „you an conspiracy idiot“ for even trying to take on big pharma, my partner is fucking me over and telling me to shut up. i used to ahut up cause uhhh conspiracy nut, but i just can‘t shut up anymore. i just won‘t. i love my partner to bits an pieces, i couldn‘t find anyone who would keep up with me in that kinda department, my partner knows what i‘m talking about when i talk about certain things which makes me feel understood… but my partner‘s friends make me crazy… they keep making fun of people like me, i speak up but my partner does not hold my back as soon as talking points get heaty and whenever my partner and me are alone i explode. we‘re in deep shit cause of that and i really need some advice… how do i keepour relationship going?! my partner loves my way of asking questions and stuff like thatbut i keep getting emotional which was never an issue but i lose my mind in that shit that‘s corona. anger is a gift i thought but my anger is just too much. i can‘t keep it in anymore. there‘s to much of it. what can i do to save our relationship? all the stuff thats been happening online for the past 10 years is catching up my real life and i don‘t know to handle it anymore. i‘m losing my friends, i‘m losing the single most important person in my life. i just need something please.
well yes. it‘s well rounded, not too emotional… don‘t really need advice of some fucked up anons, cause.. well there‘s no real inter-human advice to give. i just wanted to lift off some steam. sorry. i kinda know that you guys know how it feels. but feeling is a strange kinda thing in a world of facts :) but… thanks anyway if you know what i mean. just too much right now. people dying around me. friends are not friends. and i mistakenly thought here‘s the place to go for a heads up, but well yeah jew i am like a hurricane ;)