John 10 : 16 - 17
16 I have other sheep that are not of this sheep pen. I must bring them also. They too will listen to my voice, and there shall be one flock and one shepherd. 17 The reason my Father loves me is that I lay down my life—only to take it up again.
You have many, many brothers and sisters. God has a very big house. It's OK. We are the prodigal ones.
Consider the vastness.