You guys have been the only thing keeping me somewhat stable. Along with Q. Over the past week, I've seen everyone I truly love either leave me or basically admit they don't give a shit about me. None of this is about politics or what someone believes, just deeply personal shit. Not to mention, I've been feeling like my rage has left me spiritually vulnerable. It hasn't been a fun week at all, and it's been nightmarish.

The promise of arrests next week, and what I've had to go through with things in the past week feel connected in a way. Maybe there's a few of us that had to go through some major shit before it starts to get really good, I don'w know. But I commend those of you who are truly sticking strong through all of this. Godspeed.