Anonymous ID: 000000 Sept. 13, 2020, 8:54 p.m. No.10640086   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>0206

>>10640003

>Dan

Trust Dan

Tnx

 

I'm Scandanavian and my father was Jewish does this put me on both ends of the spectrum or all in the same bucket? I'm having a really hard time figuring out the crossroads of the two groups.

Anonymous ID: 000000 Sept. 13, 2020, 9:04 p.m. No.10640193   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>0283

>>10640126

>How do they not know?

You got me, Anon

I was genuinely freaked out so much I got up and walked right out and never went back. My Grandmother (moms mother) thought I was the AntiChrist but she just figured it was something inherited from my father and that I'd grow out of it. I spent the next 10 years searching through every religion on earth to find my place and eventually gave up on it all.

Anonymous ID: 000000 Sept. 13, 2020, 9:11 p.m. No.10640261   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>0327

>>10640206

Kek

Something inside of me has been screaming to get up, leave everything behind and walk East. I can't explain it, just like a yearning for something. Dead serious, it really has my ex-wife freaked out because the urge is growing more and more and I can't hardly do anything but consider such an extreme, idiotic thing to do. My inner voice just says "Trust God!" but it's fucking scary. Then I think about Christ being homeless and I know it's something I have to do.

Anonymous ID: 000000 Sept. 13, 2020, 9:24 p.m. No.10640356   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>0404

>>10640327

>die before you could have reached Israel

I get shot in the chest at point blank range by a black man with a pistol. I've seen it as clear as I see my hands in front of me now. The struggle is with free will and what it means to exercise it or follow God…

Anonymous ID: 000000 Sept. 13, 2020, 9:37 p.m. No.10640473   🗄️.is 🔗kun

>>10640404

I have to put myself in the situation. It's my choice. I believe it's my way out of here. Yes, I see clearly when sober. Spent my life under the influence of what was available to not have to hear peoples thoughts. Been sober a little over a year now and it's much worse than before. Much stronger.

I think I finally get to leave this place, but the ride is unpleasant. I know we all die but walking into it is a bit overwhelming. Tough decision.