LA Anon here. I understand what u r saying. I’m here too. My neighborhood was destroyed in the George Floyd riots. It was very scary…and crime has been creeping into our neighborhood for a long time. It’s a scary time for sure.
I don’t have a family, so I can’t imagine how difficult all this must be with one. My heart goes out to you fren. U r not alone. I’m here too, and I GET IT.
I try to stay positive and focused on the plan and have faith in God…it’s hard cuz of what I’m seeing every day. But we have to get on our knees and pray and trust in something bigger than us now…this is a spiritual war and God is calling us home.
BTW - I prepped for just about every emergency u can imagine after those riots & violence were within 2blocks of my house…I’d advise doing the same. CA will be a battleground.
Have faith fren! I truly believe the best is yet to come. God Bless you and your family.