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I told them I'd love to do what I can to help /ourguys/ (despite not really feeling very helpful), but that I what I truly want above all else is freedom.
Relatable. Contributed just about All I Can from Past experiences and knowledge/discoveries of the spirit the nature of g&e how they attack, interact, recruit, defend - etcetera. Cant help much more until I educate myself further and make more connections.
For that I need funds for necessities like Medical Food and extracurricular. . . (The Pot) {Because fuck being an alcoholic. I'll stick to being a pot taker} [Another source of angst for application of employ.]
They seemed confused as to why I'd say no. Maybe they knew something I don't, but I think I'd rather just go on my own path and trust my gut.
My perspective is they will recruit if there is potential. I have potential, worth and have demonstrated what I can do at my least.
Applications for Employ are open for receipt and review. Just have to make sure I'm ready. Trusting God.