I remember that post. I'm 14+ years clean and sober. It's not always easy and it's not always good. Especially being awake and aware.
2 things:
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Don't. You'll die a terrible death, fading away would be way better than exploding. Time has a way of taking us all. Let it do its job.
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If this is a slide, you're a real asshole.
Hang on, anon. Even if it doesn't seem to be worth it. It is, and you still have a chance to make a positive impact. Get out of your house, get out of your head, and serve your fellow human being. In whatever ways large and small you can. Ripple effect, anon. The world needs more (+) ripples than (-) ripples.
God bless you, anon.