I read this last night and I only lurk on these boards. But there is ALWAYS a reason to go on. There is always hope around that corner that looks so far away. Please change your mindset, open yourself up to new experiences and opportunities. Your life matters and if you ever think it doesn’t remember that your words alone caused me to respond on a board I have no idea how it works, I cannot do anything to help the cause by posting and am embarrassed to do so. But I did it because you matter.