ok, Twitter/Wrays/Rays - Tho if I take this as a "task" rather than what I often do which is scream and flail like a lunatic then I'll do it methodically and measure the number of tweets a prominent tweeter has and copy their frequency and just make it about….. well, I suppose about me….. took me a while to realize that. And it's odd how I don't trust myself but I do trust the mechanical side of myself to perfectly replicate quality…. I really really don't understand myself not what I'm good at not what I'm bad at, not my past or future… but I'm reasonably sure there's something I'm good at and the bad guys have confused me as to what that is.

One day someone will explain me to me, I look forward to that. Ok, got to do measurements and probably pick a more suitable trending name which means more measurements but while it'll take a few hours it'll mean the difference between confidence and me being "me" emotional mess me and mechanical autistic optimistic me

did I post in the wrong thread? eerie… well I was just trying to help and now I'm spooked out. I thought my post would be lost in a sea of posts and probably just be me making myself look like a lunatic. yet either my browser is busted or something is seriously wrong with this page or internet in general.

ah a couple of minutes early…. haha, and yes… I noticed that suddenly my task has become heavier by a few tons thanks to a tweet I just saw and yet I'm optimistic…. well, I view it as a task.

There's something different when I approach how to replicate and improve on what is done versus a direct attempt at doing something….. hmm well, no time to explore the self clearly I have to be quicker today than I had intended.

I have a story to tell and part of it does involve people lying to me about everything about myself, but broken brain or not I do at least have some concept of urgency in acting today.

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thank you, I was just checking back in because I noticed yet even more pressure to act… and here I am just wondering about the finer points of my autism… well I can't help that I do such things but I can try and recognize the world and better it. Still, I wanted to thank you for your advice it's timely and very pertinent. : )