>>10810339
>I was widowed last year. I wish he had dumped me just so I could know he was still in this world instead of gone forever.
Chin up, fren
There is no "gone forever", even though the physical no longer resides in clown world.
Our Spirit is Energy. That Energy flows throughout our body, carries thoughts back and forth in our brains, sends out signals through nerves, pumps blood throughout our body, etc. all throughout our lives. With Energy, it cannot be destroyed. With every breeze that blows, every rain that drops, every sun that sets, know that he will always be, and thus he will always be "with you"