You experience life through your mind alone
yours has got some problems
I only want to help,
Sit quietly, and try to observe where your thoughts come from. It's a simple experiment.
Close, but GOD created the universe
He greater than the universe, no?
think about it, your soo close
Don't try to analyze just observe, when you can see that your pain is caused by you, you will instinctively cease those harmful thoughts.
I swear, if you can glimpse the true reality, if only for a few seconds your whole painful life will have been worth it. I not talking about any mystical shit nothing will look different but your perception of it will change. I give you all my positive thoughts anon and hope more than you know that you are able to perceive this.
I'm not promoting Buddhism, please don't become a Buddhist, but they are not all wrong about things, each religion is mostly wrong but right a little bit. I don't want to interfere in your life, but this helps me I hope it can help you a little bit.
Wonderful isn't it? Life is not pointless, quite the opposite, What "part" of the universe are we? However it's almost impossible to help others to see this, it's just so fantastic.