For those of you who are caught up in guilt because of spiritual abuse, here's some facts about absolutely normal male sexual fantasies.
God made you perfect. Be yourself. Relax. You don't have to judge others for sinning differently than you to get into heaven.
A team of researchers at the University of Quebec at Trois-Rivieres asked a pool of 1,516 men and women, living in the province of Quebec, what they fantasized about sexually. The participants were anywhere from 18 to 77 years old, and the average age was 30 years.
Though the answers are not from a culturally diverse group, they still offer an interesting sample. Of the 717 men studied, 1.5% identified as being homosexual, 9.8% were bisexual, and the rest were heterosexual.
Below is the complete survey of questions with the percentage of men who reported fantasizing about each act. The grey boxes are the "common" fantasies that more than 50% of people said they had.
https://www.businessinsider.com/normal-male-sexual-fantasies-2014-11