i'm sick of this. i wake up late every day with a churning stomach and an unreasonable fear of my world crashing down on me. what the fuck is wrong with me?
well at least i'm not alone. that actually helps a bit. i woke up at 11:25 am…again…beautiful clear sunny morning of 80 degrees and i just feel like crying. i hate this.
i'm in my 50's…college degree, had a successful career, family loves me, nice home, finances in decent shape…there's no reason for how i feel anon but you're right….it helps knowing it's not just me.
i've suffered from it for years….really bad at times…can't go anywhere. i was doing better dammit. much better. last few weeks has been bad though. i get out every day just to take a walk. it's about all i can do and it has been enough until recently. feels good to vent about it but i'll shut up after this bread. don't want to bring people down but have been here long enough to know i'm gonna get a few good posts as replies. thanks.