Anons, I call upon you guys for help once again. I feel lost and don't know where to really turn to talk about this. I think some people in here are the only people who I can really relate to anymore.
I thought I was redpilled. I thought I knew about how much I'd been lied to.
I was wrong.
I was more wrong than I could even comprehend.
I recently, and coincidentally got into both Mystery Babylon and Eric Dubays works at the same time. I have finished neither but they both are ringing true to me. I was previously pretty big into the Law of One, and that rang true for me as well. The whole service to self vs service to others thing has really helped me in life.
I'm not sure what this means for me, learning all of this and being here, right now in this time. I'm finding it hard to comprehend that I was created by God, for a purpose. Especially since I also believe that this is the time of the apocalypse, the great revelation, the great awakening. Why me. What do I do now. What does being created for a purpose really entail?
And one of the bigger questions.
Why am I awake?
Thank you for taking the time to read this.