Mother Wishes She’d Had an Abortion, Says She Hates Her Son and Wants Him to Die in His Sleep
The mother of three said she wishes she would have aborted her 3-year-old son before he was born, and she used to wish he would die in his sleep, the Mirror reports. She wrote on the forum to ask for advice from other parents. She said she “hates” feeling this way about her son, but therapy has not helped.
“I feel terrible saying this, but I found myself willing this pregnancy to have a serious problem, because that’s the exception for an abortion,” she said.
“But it was healthy. I had to fake happiness getting the ‘congratulations’ result. I felt ‘cornered’ into having the baby because I felt we couldn’t really have two babies and then ‘give one away’, and I didn’t know how to explain it to my kids who were old enough to understand I was pregnant.”
Later, she blamed her son for not having a thriving career. She said she lost a good job because she was pregnant with him, and she is stuck in a new job that she does not like.
“I honestly hated him for the first 18 months of his life,” the woman wrote. “I don’t want to be insensitive to anyone who has suffered a loss in this way, but I have to be honest, my husband and I both had a period where if he had of died in his sleep, we would have felt relief.
“I sobbed. I wished more than anything I realised I was pregnant earlier and could have had the abortion I wanted.”
The woman said she loves her daughters, but she just does not care about her young son. She said she feels obligated to read to him when he asks for a story or to give him a hug when he reaches out to her. She said she enjoys those special times with her daughters but not her son.
https://www.lifenews.com/2017/10/02/mother-wishes-shed-had-an-abortion-says-she-hates-her-son-and-wants-him-to-die-in-his-sleep/?
here's a tip:
CLOSE YOUR LEGS, YOU SELF-ABSORBED, SELF-SERVING, DISGUSTING, VILE EXCUSE OF A WOMAN
or give him to a couple who long for a child and cannot have one.
people like this do not deserve to have children. Completely nauseates me