It is only when you can observe your own stupidity
That you mind takes on a more awake quality
When you truly can see that all that is you
is a collection of memories
and how many of those memories are not yours 1st hand
Also that the ones that are 1st hand are inaccurate and ever fading.
When you realize this then a heaviness is lifted from your brain and you can then you can observe without the false authority of memory