last night I listened to the fame cast from the night before.
honestly, I only listened to part of it.
but the guy is troubled.
He says stuff like if 'JFK jr were still alive and I met him . . .'
and what he'd do, not nice.
and he doesn't 'trust' anyone.
'honestly' he will tell you 'I don't trust'
and he got a new job.
maybe your employer watches? now they know you dont' trust them.
I'm thinking: this guy is so 'open' with his 'I do not trust' and yet he expects people to take a shine to his show, and him.
ahh, but don't because he isn't going to trust you anyway, right?
so he goes on about how those who 'hold back' the 'real' technology need to open up about everything and make a better future for all of us and gie out all the ideas and methods and patents. Now that's a laudable thing but . . . some stuff really should not see the light of day, certain methods and techniques of depravity, so . . .
or also he says a bit later, reading the posts as he watches them and is still podcasting, answering, as if he has some insider (mysitc) gnosis (he knows shit) but he knows that his arcane knowledge doesn't go over very well, and people can't handle it so he doesn't share it.
huh? so maybe all those who have acess to all the super tech don't share it because they know that someone like you can't handle it?
so that's a contradiction.
but he goes on about how 'they' screwed up because he 'doesn't need them, ' but "they need me"
why?
but if he's not just CGI, he's a troubled guy. And I pray for him often.
but there are more thoughts about this.
it's about sharing.
often he has said that he wants people to 'share' stuff that would make the world better. But when you get to that part of knowing (not that it saves you, it doesn't) where you understand stuff well enough, and have fixed, for the most part, the spurging and carrying on in the real world, and calm yourself, show nothing useful that bad people can use to harm you, and you've gotten to that part where you have aspects of you life under control, and have spent years knowing that the system is broken. Oh ya.
and you 'see' what is going on with soemoene, that htey spurge on nonsense and say smack. Smack talk: you really know it's not true but you say it for the shock value.
a bad person does that and tries to pull you off to gulag for the crimes they imagine (we meet them at teh supermarket when they tell us we are going the wrong way in the aisle and there is no one in the store, so the rules are lax).
so you learn how to be calm and happy most of the time. How to be healthy and not drink. How to eat well on a pittance. How to not be a person who thinks that material is more important than people, somoene who loves others and wants to share but you know . . .
what, oh what do you know
that if you try to share it with a spurger too young to be able to hear what you could impart, or to accept the gift of sharing ideas and methods; that act of 'trying to share' will result in them trying to humilate and say stuff like 'imagine being so . . . ' or other stff.
the point: no one shares with that type, and leaves them in the realm of phone store clerk lackey, because no matter what they bight.
no matter what they bight.
you love them, they bight.
you feed them, they bight.
you give htem good advice they say 'how dare you, what do you know, boomer troll' or other crap like that.
so they get nothing because if you did give them gold they'd throw it in the sewer.