There is so much wrong incorrect with what you perceive, that it's barely feasible to try and help you in this limited time and space.
You would serve yourself well to get off your Catholic high horse and consider yourself among those 'who pretend to be Christians'.
You would do yourself well to read and then consider the reasons behind what Martin Luther wrote to and ab out the Catholic Church.
Jesus loves you, but it is not because you pray to his mother, or pay to get relatives out of purgatory.
FFS