no matter what happens, if you seek Him, he will provide the way. Love you anon and sending prayers and good feels. Read the Word, breath, you will overcome.
““Do not let your hearts be troubled. You believe in God; believe also in me. My Father’s house has many rooms; if that were not so, would I have told you that I am going there to prepare a place for you? And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am. You know the way to the place where I am going.””
John 14:1-4