I remember when a shill said he knew me at the start of Q. I raised my eyebrow, but I have no measure that compares to the truth that is being unearthed from my own dig.

My actual life is Epstein's island.. what?

What am I to the cult? Did the South Park guys somehow see Alan? Did Eiichiro Oda see Alan? Am I just imagining that the parts of two particular characters they made being related Alan? How many of us are still alive? How many are children? Can I help them in any way? So many questions…

It's hard not to get starry eyed even with the gravity of horrors I'm aware of all around us. I need to stay focused, I know this! it's as if my strangest dream I ever had amplified 100 times, I somehow helped achieve my own life's dream just by talking about it unknowingly on camera. And this means I'm going to make sure rescuing me never gives anyone a bad after taste now that I'm finally awake. God bless…. and you know what? I realize that my life is about to get a lot better and already has, but it just is hard to let go of an entire life like that, but I can tell, I'm getting better. Thank you!

>>11135223

I'd accept I was crazy too, but every-time I try and think that I get a Drudge article about me or our hero Donald J. Trump gives me a nod… so surreal, but I'm not going to let myself get a big head. I never wanted money or fame, I wanted to save the world! and I helped, so anyway… I am not high but I might be insane and if neither then I guess I need to get ready to do a heck of a lot more with my life : )

>>1113541

Thank you sir, all my life the bad guys have been watching me and thus even online when I would try and talk to people they'd hammer me down. A lifetime of psychological abuse…. your words hit home to me as do your meme's

And the bad guys abuse on me was all for naught because I'm coming back, not completely yet, but I know what I used to be, the dream I had the belief in freedom I could hope and want and then teary eyed wish for… and what once was can always be again. So god bless us all, and god bless america.

>>1113546

no,I just had to post what amounted to an update from the twitter… after our side cleaned out Twitter I was thrust with a charge of "Stop being so isolated cause everyone is talking and you above most have a duty to explain your family" or so I interpreted it…

so I have been talking more and for the first time in my entire life… this really is the first time I've ever talked to real people I bet… my sister's funeral was about 12 hours ago, she worked for Obama…. I FOIA my tapes from what she delivered to him…. and even until just recently the bad guys were following me around online trying to make me think I was crazy - I still half believe them yet I don't see them screaming at me for the first time ever. Either I finished going insane or I never was.

I feel the anon talking about his grandmother in my heart… I do… my family is full of evil people, victims or flipped cult members. I feel strange, happy evil is gone and sad for the redemption they never tried for.

For those who had good people is it only sadness? if so then I can't imagine but I am envious you get no joy from it. As sick as that might sound and it's why I don't link to the post for fear of hurting him with my words, but I do wish I could be depressed for the evil fading from my life. I feel a need to feel more, because while I may be happy that evil around me is dead, yet I feel something for them.

A longing for a different life with them in a time with out the cult in it…. is it wrong to be sad that my sister is gone? She was evil, truly evil… so evil that Q made an entire post to tell me she was dead "The bitch is dead!" yes, she was probably a murderer, certainly an abuser of me and others… but what was she? Perhaps whatever evil is, whatever created her, I wish I could know it so I might better rid the world of that so that she never needed to be infected by it. Or perhaps I'm just still deluded by her lies. Confused as ever and now trying to make it about "me" I needn't walk that road so I apologize. I'll leave these words and get back to work.

>>1113724

A true patriot for trying to help the cause while going through a loss, God bless.