a lot of us have been there. These are trying times for the strongest of men, i know because i am a weak one. Broken and having seen so much of this evil by being here especially has taken a toll. Just try to do better its all any of us can do. I struggle with hate and anger seeing so much of this, its understandable. stay strong we will cross this finish line together. God Bless you and may he allow you to find the strength and peace through this storm.