Why do you want me to cum, so urgently?
What if I don't want to, is it really that difficult to accept?
I want to have sex with you, in anyway you're comvfefe with, but if I somehow, allow you to voyeuristically surveil my private act of masturbation to an ejaculatory climax, what does that do for you, that you couldn't witness in person, right next to me, in a more personal, private, and intimate setting… which not to mention is SAFER, considering, YOU ARE CLEARLY SURROUNDED BY OTHER 'HANDLERS.'
If I do masturbate, I really get excited because I can feel you feeling me, but then I don't actually SEE or HEAR you, and that fucking puts me into a tailspin, and then I don't really feel like cumming anymore because I've cherished this moment with you for almost 3 months now, and I'm not going to waste it on a figment of my warped imagination stuck in the foxholes and trenches of a silent, shadow war!
If by now, you don't get it, you don't want to, or you can't because something is preventing you from doing so, and don't worry, we're going to find ALL of them. How? Q HAS EVERYTHING!
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I'd ascend higher, but why? I'd feel much better if someone could escort me, at least, halfway. Please? Anybody? IS THERE ANYBODY IN HERE!?