I’ve been pondering this for quite some time…
Why is it? That only on deaths door… can we be sent information to provide some decent interpretation. It’s not ideal. In my observation by living it, it’s like going into hell itself and infiltrating it. Only quick explanation I have. Other factors involve “not dying” or being healthy… spend less time fighting evil. A catch 22? A sacrifice of sorts? I have no clue. Some of my best and worst work happened at the same time. Near death. Poisonings. I’m an earthly being so I cannot fort her explain anything theories. Carry on.