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>I’ve been pondering this for quite some time…
>Why is it? That only on deaths door… can we be sent information to provide some decent interpretation. It’s not ideal. In my observation by living it, it’s like going into hell itself and infiltrating it. Only quick explanation I have. Other factors involve “not dying” or being healthy… spend less time fighting evil. A catch 22? A sacrifice of sorts? I have no clue. Some of my best and worst work happened at the same time. Near death. Poisonings. I’m an earthly being so I cannot fort her explain anything theories. Carry on.
Yeah, facing death is forever life changing for sure. Looking back I was an angry man, didn't think I was at the time but now I can we I was. I use to let the silliest thing anger me and I'd hang onto what ever had triggered me like it was a mission.
Whew, we worry about such silly things, get wrapped up into "getting our pieces of the pie" that we look right past all the good things in our lives.
If I only knew then what I know now.
But, I believe were are here to learn lessons in preparation to going home. So even though I've been through hell and now live in constant pain, it was and is all necessary "for me" on my path through this life. I've learned to accept my life, be grateful for all the good and look for the good. And I am ever so grateful God kept me here to be here during these days to witness them and be here with all of you, THAT is truly a Blessing!
Wow, look at what you brought out of me Fren, was not expecting to be sitting here writing this tonight. But God puts us where he needs and wants us to be, I won't question it.
Fren, I Pray you are at peace, now have a solid outlook and see all the good you have around you, it's there if you look for it. May peace of heart and comfort be with you Fren. I hope in some small way my story, my rambling helped? Wishing you the best, maybe we'll meet one day on the other side, a long time from now. :-)