It is weird that I am here trying to talk about that and the only notable stuff about all I wrote was that I was called a vegan clown, and I am not even vegan…
My whole life I had considered myself Buddhist, just its philosophy without practice, I tried to follow and see light like those principles.
It was one of the biggest mistakes of my life.
Think like all was only in my mind, that I needed to forgive and try to help everyone, even the ones that did my harm, kinda of blaming myself for have hate instead of full compassion and love.
The necessity of act to prevent evil, not just observe and think "yeah they are sleeping, I will pray for them that one day they can see their wrong doings". And this applies to myself, to improve myself and try to be a better person.
I never said about being vegan but I think our path of consumism is bad.
I dont see anything wrong in eating meat, but in meat full of chemicals, in animals full of vaccines, full of hormones to feed up obesity, the never ending search for happiness in stuff you buy.
To tell the truth vegetables are full of toxics that do even more harm than meat.
But more than physically we need to be strong mentally, for me you and ce5 guy are two sides and the truth is somewhere in the middle.
To love and act toward preventing evil.
That was the lesson I learned and it is good for me only, not trying to push it.
I will keep you all in my thoughts tonight.
Love you all
Don't be mad skeptanon that I talk about love, I truly mean it when I write it.