>The basis of ego is always separation. Being special in some way. If you find yourself at the top of the world, above all others at one moment, then suddenly self-pitying as the worst, poorest being on the whole lonely world at the next gust of wind, that's ego talk and little else.
I have questioned myself that for so long.
I can see my ego acting, reacting and getting angry or scared. I felt the duality of knowing another reality, experience directly the connection to the source, to life and feeling the anger and violence, in the world and inside myself, even if just in a little degree.
I could relate and feel.
I felt every feeling, every pain, every joy. I found all those feelings inside myself so I could understand everyone and myself in the journey, they were simultaneous.
It is my ego that missed this bread just so I couldn't feel alone in this search for the truth, so we can discuss reality, time, aliens because maybe, in the end, all that matter is that I dont have faith enough and we (I) need each other for that. To believe in good and in humanity again.
So we can act with care for each other, with love and wisdom. I believe that it is possible so I am here and trying to be ready.