"what do we do if there aren't any others?"

don't stab at each other.

Don't be a fucking bitch to each other.

Don't hate on everyone who bothers to listen to you and comment on it.

"there is not one person who will tell yo uwhat it is, that's the fucked up part"

why are you looking for an expert who is going to hand you the magic solution? And if they did offer yuo that how would you know tht it's not the devil misleading you? and you snap the head off of everyone else who dares to say 'I fucking love you, dude. And all you do is snap at me with hate anytime I even try to say 'hello' (well not everytime).'

anyway, whatever, nvermind.

if they told you the 'secrets' why would you even believe them?

you want the 'answer' but you could be told and you say you don't trust anyone.

you don't even want to hear what other say . . . but you want to be told the secrets of the universe?

'why won't they tell me?'

you wouldn't believe them.