To me, the most important words, Q ever wrote was "the choise to know will be yours and yours only"

He was not writing "the choise to feel will be yours…"

It is the balance between these poles!

Polarity!

We all have a male pole inside and a female pole!

Since the days of Constantine (First Council of Nicaea) we all were feeded with "Infos" to built up the female pole inside! The male pole was forgotten, but it is forgotten no longer!

I can just tell you to built your male pole back!

Maybe this will help (it helped me enormous!)

Mental Gender

Chapter XIV

The Masculine Principle of Mind corresponds to the so-called Objective Mind; Conscious Mind; Voluntary Mind; Active Mind, etc. And the Feminine Principle of Mind corresponds to the so-called Subjective Mind; Sub-conscious Mind; Involuntary Mind; Passive Mind, etc. Of course the Hermetic Teachings do not agree with the many modern theories regarding the nature of the two phases of mind, nor does it admit many of the facts claimed for the two respective aspects—some of the said theories and claims being very far-fetched and incapable of standing the test of experiment and demonstration. We point to the phases of agreement merely for the purpose of helping the student to assimilate his previously acquired knowledge with the teachings of the Hermetic Philosophy.

https://kybalion.site/mental-gender/

Use this, if you want

The Trivium

1.Knowledge

2.Understanding

3.Wisdom

Find peace through prayer! Our Lord Jesus Christ is watching over us! That´s the reason, in my opinion, Anons and familys are save!