Have been there anon, and its really tough.
Go online through yr state website or town social worker for help with heat bills and other necessities, we've been supporting a corrupt system for too long, and until ifs brought down you might as well try to get some help to keep on fighting.
Anon, there is no shame in taking some help when you need it, even Q came here to get help from anons. Just look into it, you can always change your mind or pay it back. When you are stressed you can't think well and you need to keep up your mental and physical strength until you find the right job.