This is not addressed to anyone in particular but Q and Q+. I apologize for all the complaining the last 3 years about "nothing ever happening". "Padawan's" ego is very strong and is fighting hard to survive keeping me from seeing. To Q, please keep at it and keep repeating it. It will sink in eventually not weeks, not months, not years but many years. Probably not in my lifetime.

We really do have it all… When you think you know it all, its ironic on election day "out of the blue" (and reading the right old books) a lightbulb clicks and "just like that" a whole new picture emerges seemingly out of nowhere to show me how beautiful life could have and can be and explains the tragedy of our past.

The evil/ego is simply not imaginable and completely unknown to us and virtually impossible to overcome without much discipline and questioning. Ego = evil and keeping us from seeing.

I just want to know how many people in my life in the last 60 years both in high and low places knew this truth. How many of them are out there? .