You ever been in that relationship.. you Love her… shes a lie'in cheating fucked in the head bitch…BUT YOU LOVE HER.. its not her fault.. its her issues etc making her bad to me.. besides.. How can she be this nasty.. I LOVE HER AND SHE WILL MAKE IT UP TO Me.. we will be happy.. this awful life with her WILL get better… I LOVE HER…. and deep down somewhere in there she loves me.. She cant help it.. shes actually really sorry! .

6 months later everything as bad if not worse… I STILL LOVE HER.. she doesnt mean it.. ( starting to feel the truth a bit inside. feeling a bit silly..) BUT I LOVE HER.. WE CAN DO THIS !!

3 yrs of her now and nothing changes… SHEs a lie'in cheating fucked in the head Bitch..

What im getting at.. i let this go on for nearly 10yrs… and that deep inside you gut feeling screaming YOUR THE FUCKING IDIOT NOW GET OUT FFS…. well i remember that feeling i used to get….. and all im saying is THIs Q movement has had me feeling that 'Feeling' of self stupidity two or three times now… Just saying.. Oh im free of her now lol never been happier.. but somewhere in there i still fucking love her .. IM a DUMb FuCK.. why i post this fucking story… Ill get ripped by anons for sure.. cause IM A DUMB FUCK..