You're very far from awake. Don't be deluded to think you know the truth and that you're on the 'good' side of 'God' fighting against 'evil', that you're 'better' than the mind controlled child eating elites or more aware than naive lefties. You will have to drop your judgment, pride and hate even for your worst enemy and understand their perspective and find a way to unite or humanity is done, there is no other option. There is no way back to your 'traditional way of life' anymore. You will have to find out who you truly are, which is not something a book or even your mind can tell and be that.