Truth? I’m tired of not sleeping well because my stomach is empty. No job and was injured before this so didn’t make enough to qualify for unemployment. Already finished all the weird stuff in pantry like plain almonds, peanut butter, 5 year old tuna. Can’t afford gas, but wanted to celebrate Trump win (I thought) Tuesday night. Tried to go to Taco Bell but car wouldn’t start. Realized hadn’t driven in a month so battery dead. Disconnect threats from all utilities, but so far miracle nothing cut off. Paying minimum on cc but don’t know how I will tackle mounting debt. Severely depressed but can’t report it or risk losing career security clearance. At least I’ve lost weight from not eating, but didn’t know my hair would also fall out. Neighbors and HOA suing me for weeds and yard violations. Sit in bed at night and think that at least in jail I would get 3 squares a day. I miss being able to just go through a drive through and order anything and be full. I know I’ll get shills response. Sad part is, I’m starting to get jealous of my lost loved ones who don’t have to see what’s become of this world we fought so hard for. Meaningless now.
Thx, I’m trying, but I AM alone. At least you have a dog. I realized when I hadn’t driven my car or gone outside in over a month that no one noticed. I could’ve offed myself in here over a month ago and no one would’ve found me yet. If you knew what I use to do for a living, you would be shocked. Too weak and depressed now to get help. Just waiting on something, not sure what, to stop this downward spiral of our Country. How could it go so far off track so fast? It’s beyond belief.