Not alone, i have severe ptsd as well and am running low on energy as well and even if there is hope for others i do not see or feel it for myself. I trust the plan but i know the devil is a tricky bastard and this is his realm. I want to know the blessings of this world and see hope, but its diminishing, but i know this i will stand by each of you and give you my all with each breath i take so be strong anon, we are with you and you are in my prayers.