I was not, but my memory sucks so I guess its possible repressed memory, but I really don't think I was.
God bless you anon. My heart breaks for you.
I think I'd remember trauma like that. I've been deep in the pit of this kind of research since well before Q, nothing has triggered any memory breaks.
Id estimate your close to 100% right on this one, they just haven't told me or figured it out. One or the other. These people are sick.