>>11574413 (lb)
>Not going to lie. Well I cant anyway. Most autists hold truth in very high regard. "Honest to a fault" I am told… We can always tell when people are lying to us.
Not an autist, but this ^^^^^^ has been the story of my life. It's why I've always been the odd one; never on the social scene, never in the popular bunch. I cant abide the fake. I cant stomach fake. The people cliche. You must dress this way, wear your hair this way, drive this type of car…because the crowd does. So stupid and weak.
I cant stomach people who badmouth people whom they dont like and then kiss them when they see them. Supposedly that is diplomacy. If anon is upset with someone or doesnt like someone, I will tell you to your face and I dont know how to be diplomatic in doing that. Not saying that as if it is a virtue, saying it because I am aware of it. Seriously, I dont know how to gloss over stuff. I've gotten much better with age, but much worse in a way, because now, it does not bother me in the least to be self-removed from social settings; it does not bother me to not be included in their fake, social gatherings. I dont care at all what other people think, but I've learned to limit my speech so as not to say something unacceptable. They truly make no sense to me. I guess I'm just an antisocialist.