These poor souls…they need something more than what these fucks have put them up to….they all look like they are high…prayer for them all…they use people like things…its a shame.
Somethings keep popping up from my past lately. Just sharing here with anons to try to help…my life was crazy and wild starting at like 16, drinking sleeping around, assaults, drugs etc. One morning after an all night blacked out bender I woke up and had a very profound experience…I was still sorta drunk from the night before, I looked into the mirror harder than I ever had before, and I started punching my dresser screaming at myself I hate you I hate you you would be better off dead. Somewhere off in my distant mind/soul I heard/felt something/someone say or communicate you never have to feel this way again, but you have to stop living the way you are living…..in that moment the tears couldn't be stopped I saw for the first time what I had become and I was shamed horrified to my core. I was 22 years old and that day I did an about face and completely changed my life's course. Throughout the following years I hit many walls with myself and choices I made that I had to deal with negative consequences but I learned and didn't make those choices again. Truth, self honesty is a super power I didn't know everyone didn't have. Its something I have taken for granted. I am blessed but its hard to imagine that everyone isn't like that when you are. Now over 30 years later I understand that there is much evil in the world consisting of the lies, the deceptions, the inhumane things we have researched here….but its ultimately up to each of us to be responsible for our actions and to be honest about who we are….This just keeps popping up. If it helps anyone great If not, just scroll on by anons…
Have a great night.
I will give credit where credit is due, perceptive anon.