>10 days
(Then)
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>10 days
(Then)
Pic related
Unironically, this. If anyone has ever done one of those float spa sensory deprivation things, the reality feels a lot like that once you give into it. An infinite sea of nothingness and everything thats indescribable any further.
Same tbh mostly ever since an unfortunate incident when i was younger. But when i went to one of these (when it still existed locally) quite a few years ago now it brought that whole thing back so before when describing death to people they couldnt make sense of what i was trying to get out
And i probably did myself no favors anyway at that point
But that helped bring some sense of understanding moreso than like a psilocybin transcendence description