Don’t ever feel sorry for talking about your trauma man. I’m sorry you went through that. Glad you could get it out. I was coerced as a first grader into doing things with a kid who was 2 years older than me.
For most of my life I mostly blocked it out due to shame, but when I thought back on it I chalked it up to “kids will be kids.”
It wasn’t until talking to my wife and her best friend (who both have experienced childhood abuse) that I realized what I went through was a traumatic event. It sounds like you are somewhat lucky like I that it ended up not really affecting us as badly as some, but it was still a traumatic event nonetheless.
Thanks for opening up anon. We are here for you