>>1168046 (prev thread(s))
Glad you're still here. I'm playing catch up and hoping I didn't miss you.
Whenever we are re-incarnated here, there is a defined purpose or lesson(s) to be conquered or understood in order to progress on our pathway towards our spiritual liberation. It sounds like you may have succumbed to that temptation in a prior life, and the learning opportunity presented itself again. You made the right choice this time, lesson learned. Now you can move on. It is at times difficult to determine what one's purpose is, but realize that whatever it is, the opportunity for that learning will keep representing itself until you learn that lesson. Re-occurring problems and/or complications can usually give an insight into what this may be. I wish you all the best in your quest. Congratulations on having made a very correct choice on your path to enlightenment. Goodspeed.