I've got you, buddy. You aren't alone, anon has been feeling like this for a long time now. We'll make it to see better times.
I've noted when they typically show up on a weekday - 8-9pm EST/ 5-6pm PST.
I figured they're either getting off their 9-5 as a west coast American, or they're not from America. I'm leaning towards them being out of country due to the CP posting.
Am here everyday and night, fren. Don't hesitate to ask for prayers.