Anons, I've been an atheist for the first 24 years of my life. Next Friday is my birthday. Today I said the Lord's Prayer for the first time. Lord, give me strength for the days to come, for I have nothing left.
I'm not really sure. I was listening to Isaac Kappy's lost tapes, then I started to think about myself and how I've not had a single role model in my life. I've always had to pick myself up. Well, I'm tired,I find that I cannot do it alone, and no one around me is proper to fill those shoes but God probably. I've always been a skeptic. I still don't truly believe until some proof comes. It's a signal for help right now.