thinking i should smoke a J
I have to keep working on my health, stop the bleeding in my finances, start repairing my relationship with my kids, and find something i enjoy doing that occupies time and makes me feel like i'm accomplishing something. can't get deterred by things i have no control at all over.
also need to have an honest talk with my doctor
wife woke me up at 8 this morning whispering in my ear to let her know when i want my blowjob. i went back to sleep until 11. something ain't right with my meds. doc needs to know.