i've got it! real estate!
why haven't i seen it before? god has been preparing me for it my whole life. it's been right there in front of me.
if i have to go back to work in a new career, i'm going into real estate. gonna get broker's license so i can own my own company…if i want. maybe spend a few years with a company to learn their tricks first.
thanks anons! i feel better.