Looks like the end for me soon anons. Can’t bear to live in this world the way it’s going. I suppose part of it is my fault, could’ve spent more time with friends and family instead of working 80 hours a week in my youth. Now I’m depressed with few friends, no motivation and living with health concerns and anxiety due to the stress I put myself under. I don’t really know how military and Trump-tier leaders do it honestly; maybe they’re raised more resiliently or it could really be just natural to them. Either way it doesn’t seem like I’ll be able to achieve the goals I have set for myself as superficial as they are, and I’m void of happiness from anything else at this stage. Good luck on the journey, Q has given me much hope over the last few years and a newfound faith. Hopefully my faith isn’t too little too late in regards to my sins. Maybe that’s the irony - the current situation is just a manifestation of my sins. Who knows.
Not an heroing - disconnecting from it all for a while. Has been a good ride posting and monitoring this daily, but it’s draining.
To wash my feet is very kind of you, but to take you up on the offer would be further accepting but not returning in a noble way. I want to give back, not for recognition but to repair the harm I have caused to others in my life. For what purpose does forgiving my sins serve if I am unable to repair the harm to others?
You know I went to a Catholic school and we were never taught any lessons, any examples to follow. I understand anon thank you, and I will do the same for others where I can. It is to this day ridiculed by others that I consider myself Christian. Perhaps society would not be so far in the trenches if the teachings you have passed on, we’re also passed on to others as intended by God.
Thanks teacher. I will follow with yours.
Eventually I will need to cope with these feelings on my own, how do you know the Lord is listening in prayer? I beg for forgiveness, the priests don’t seem interested. How will I know that at the end of the day I have done all I can to rectify my mistakes?
Before fresh bread I would like to sincerely thank you. I have realised through you that chasing impulses is what has led me to this empty life I have and I need to change and give back where I can. Thank you for your time anon, be safe and continue your journey with the Lord - you have altered the trajectory of my life tonight for the better.