this is true, they put me back in this level. they told me since i wanted to die so bad they couldnt let me.
i died and reality opened up like a dollhouse and a cartoon sphinx came in with a couple other cartoons that looked like pepe's, they put on a play for me, (its all come true so far, the play) and told me they were putting me back, with a watcher who gets his freedom after he guides me through this time.
my kidneys got better the next few days.