https:// www.henrymakow.com/2015/02/Toronto-man-claims-MK-Ultra.html
Dissociated to a hypnotically-programmed personality alter, and high on Scopolamine, I had no free will to resist the post-hypnotic program. I have strong morals but I was no match for this mind-control technology. No one so conditioned/programmed could have been.
I committed the deed in a zombie-like fashion. In a trance, distanced with Scopolamine I saw the target die before me; I will never forget. I was then beckoned by Blondie to get back into a waiting van. As tears streamed down my face I shouted angrily, "There! Are you happy now?"
Blondie replied, "No, I'm not happy… I'm just doing my job", and he even appeared slightly guilty by his voice inflection. I was immediately put unconscious with a needle from the van accomplice behind me. I awoke in a different van near my home.