Anons, let me share my favorite verse, Philippians 4:7.
Here’s the preface; 4 Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! 5 Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. 6 Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. 7 And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.
I hope in the days to come you have that peace. Once you truly have it, the slings and arrows are worthless against you. Have faith, anons, like I do.